do you have BFF? The group of friends that you can turn to no matter what mood you're in, good/bad, share watever gossip you have with no fear they'd use that against you, pour your heart out to and etc?
Well, like most girls, I have a set of BFF as well. It was only recently that I felt my set of BFF pretty much have collapsed. It hit me pretty hard during my BD especially.
I guess now, things are mending. You could say I've pretty much done some damage to a friendship. Poked my head into things that was not in my prerogative to say and you could say, 'Oops I did it again!'.
To elaborate better, this particular friendship has always been a love-hate one. Don't ask me why. It has always been that way. At this point in time, I just feel that when the friendship has been repeatedly been damaged, things won't ever be the same again. Not that I'm not trying. I guess I've come to a point when I'm just tired of maintaining it.
Another friendship is a little one-sided you can say. Effort to meet up and stay in contact has mostly been on the shoulders of one party. After sometime, I tire of arranging to go out, etc.
I wished I was more upbeat about these friendships but it takes two hands to clap. Maybe I'm just tired and disappointed.
Adios amigos
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life 9:57 PM
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